Love doesn’t make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
You are always surrounded by love, no matter if you choose not to see it. Once you start to love yourself for everything that you are, you will soon start to see all the love that surrounds you.
Yes, my heart hurts right now but that doesn’t mean I don’t ever want to fall in love again for fear that it won’t last or the fear that there’s a chance that I could be let down. All those feelings love gives you are all worth the risk of heartache.
I’m at a place in my life where all I ever want is to truly love myself. I can really start to feel it. I’m start to love myself no matter my size or shape, no matter if I have make up on or not. I’m a good person and I’m surrounded by good people who will love me so I can learn to love myself.
I can’t be searching for the outside validation right now; trust me I’ve been trying and God is not allowing that to happen. I need to just sit back and enjoy life, enjoy finding and getting to know myself.
Sometimes I just need to understand that days I just want to sit in my shit or I’m just pissed off at the world, and that’s ok as long I don’t sit in that for too long.
We all have horrible days but we have the gift of falling asleep at night and waking up to a NEW day, a NEW life, if that’s what we choose. We can even just choose happiness and service to get out of whatever funk we are in. We all deserve happiness and to feel love. We’re all going through some major struggles so have compassion for everyone around you, even if you don’t know what people are going through. WE’RE ALL INSECURE but we are all BEAUTIFUL!
I CAN DO HARD THINGS!
I AM CAPABLE OF LOVING AND BEING LOVED!
I AM BEAUTIFUL!
I AM STRONG!
I AM A GRATEFUL RECOVERING ADDICT & that is ME!